Mama

I will always love you 

The hardest part of my work during the past three years was to forgive the murderers of my mother and comprehend why everything had to happen like it did. 

In the last years of her life our connection became very beautiful, full of unconditional love. She became my child and everything. She even fully recovered from 40 years of having cancer. Only to be killed by a ventilator during the corona crisis 5 years later.

The following scientific public discussion that this wrong treatement killed thousands of people, who could be still alive without it, came too late for them.

The tumor of her last cancer occured at the same place where the tuberculosis she had as a child left a black shadow on her lungh. The black spot occured at the exact spot where a bullet hit her in her last incarnation during WW2. 

War is the root of all evil. The root of war is the untranscended mind. 

ALL IS WELL. SHE IS AN ANGEL NOW. 

She was always one. We die the way we lived. Not only in this life. We all have a story. Her murderers too.The pain was so deep and vast. The devastation it caused was big enough to forgive everyone. 

Sweep the leaves outside your own door Bodha. She said I love you all before her soul left this place.There's nothing more to say.